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I deleted a post that I published about us going to see nonno in Poland. Because we are not going. When I packed my bags, prepared everything and was ready for journey, Gaia woke up with a high fever and horrible cough. P. is on a business trip these days which has made all this even more challenging. We didn't sleep that night and at dawn, only 3 hours before the flight when she finally fell asleep, I decided to be a reasonable mum and cancelled the tickets. It was a good decision: a pediatrician recognised a severe bronchitis and Gaia is again on antibiotics. But I felt miserable the whole day: lonely and unhappy. And I should have been home!
But after last night which she more or less slept through (in my arms of course), I try to look more positively and decided to go anyway, alone. No nonno visit this time, but I need my father too:)